So, today I found a little lion under the couch and I said, "Look, Kate--It's the lion from Jo Jo's Circus." And Katie said, "Mom, you remember everything...how do you remember everything?"
Oh, if only that was true.
For things happen and happen for a while that I love so much and I think to myself--"I will never forget." But I do, and then someone or something will remind me of that little jewel of a tidbit and I will say, "OHHH, yes. I loved that," or, "I wish I remember that, but I don't."
Such is life I guess, but here are some things I don't want to forget:
( I must someday make this blog into a book because as much as I say, I will go back and scrap all of this jazz, I don't think it will happen. )1)

Katie and her love of knick knacks as she calls them...yesterday she wanted to place "100" of her knick knacks on her dresser. oh my, I LOVE LOVE LOVE little tiny animals and such.my mom mom used to save the little glass animals out of the tetley tea bag boxes...i still have some of them.
i love how katie spreads these all out and plays with them and loves them and just when you think she has forgotten one, she'll say, "WHERE IS SO AND SO THAT I GOT AT CHUCK E CHEESES three years ago?" oh me, oh my.
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lately robby has been falling asleep after a rousing game of lego men in his bed. I can hear him from downstairs--making shooting sounds and all kinds of sound effects. i just want to listen to him for hours and then put him in a bubble and all that good stuff.i wanted to snap a picture of him in action but by the time i got upstairs, he was off to sleep.
3)
most of all, i never want to forget how very, very blessed i am. Look at these chickabiddies. weren't they just born? aren't they in diapers?
sometimes these two little creatures frustrate me to no end and the mess they make in this house is well, YUCK.
motherhood can be bittersweet. the getting on the bus and leaving...the "mommy, i can do it myself." last week at kindergarten, Rob said to me, "I don't need your help mom, my friend will help me." ack- stab me in the heart.
and then the looks and the tones i have started to get from my sweet Kate--oh boy, hang on!
and the mommy guilt i put on myself--- is there enough quality time with each of them? am i teaching them what is important? are they watching too much tv? do we have enough traditions? well, it can be daunting and sometimes makes me feel like laying on the couch and watching tv.
no matter what though, i wouldn't trade it for anything. I love these chickabiddies more than life itself and truth be told, I would like to have a couple more kids.
it's pretty hard to be unhappy around these guys.
i have to remember how fleeting childhood is.
i have to get in as many moments
i don't want to forget as i can.
Here's to more blogging and now i am off to create photo folders for january, february and march! acck-- i am behind.