


since i have been a little girl i have become overly emotional when i am tired. right now i am pretty plum tuckered out and let me tell you i am sad and joyful and reminiscent and grateful all at the same time.
krissy's shower was just beautiful. she is such a beautiful person to the core and i love her so. the food was delicious, the house was looking so nice, and the company was warm and delightful. yet today in the midst of this beautiful shower that was filled with so much love, you could feel the missing piece of my Daddy's love that "umbrellaed" us all and made us feel like it would all be okay no matter what.
we all have such a deep wound from our Daddy going to heaven and as krissy gets closer to her due date you can just see her struggling so much with her wound. i just want to scoop her up and hold her and tell her it will be okay. and in the end the foundation that my mom and dad laid for us...this loving family that they created together will make it okay...and has made it okay but all of our life celebrations are bittersweet.
as i said, overly emotional and with all of this swirling through my head, i came home and finished a scrapbooking project that i started back in february about our house in Jackson. I love this house and have so many wonderful memories there and it was important for me to preserve them. so glad i finished...can't believe i actually scrapbooked, didn't think i would for a while after this week but it just goes to show--scrapbooking is so therapuetic for me...it helps me sort out all the stuff that floats around in my head.

next, i wanted to show how beautiful my Vera Bradley bag is...it is a bowler bag and my mom gave it to me yesterday...what a huge treat. i love it and it makes me feel special when i hold it. material? yes, definitely but i for one don't think there is anything wrong with owning objects that remind you of the magic in the world.
and next...my had me downs in the family room from Mom and Ash...a lamp from Mom which sheds more light on the subject and a rug from Ash which by golly, makes everything look better...from now on,,,,,,katie and robby will NOT be eating or drinking in there no matter what. i like the clean look of the floor and want to keep it that way.


so good night all...Happy Saturday...what is left of it. hug everyone who is special to you.