i woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.

lots of things:

1) with my beloved new thing, I have not gotten a four hour of sleep stretch in a long time or at least it feels that way. last night he was at drill and i could not fall asleep until 12:15ish. he woke me up at 3:30 when he got home and then i woke up at 5:15 with a nightmare. ACCKKKK.

2) when I opened up my cabinet with the sugar in it for my tea, a mass of bugs flew at my head--- apparently they decided to hatch in some almonds that have been there for way too long.

3) my sink is full of dishes.

4) everywhere i look, i see mess, mess, mess....and most likely because bugs flew at my head, i am convinced that every surface of this house is dirty. i have been walking around with the clorox one touch but need to sit here for a minute and use my blog as the therapy tool it is and regroup.

so....my plan right now is to turn it around.

1) i am going to tidy a bit---like i do every morning but tidying is necessary for some sense of control.

2) i am going to fold laundry- it is soothing to me ( i know that is sick but it is true- nervous hands i guess) plus- it is always around and it needs to be done. could someone in this house please STOP wearing clothes?

3) i am going to cook a new recipe tonight...
4) I am going to sit and eat oatmeal and watch some of the TODAY show.
I will let you know if it works.

but for now...i owe some pics of rob on his frst day of kindergarten. be still my beating heart.


ohhhh- i feel better all ready.